On the stage

I never think before i will perform on the stage today. I would flash back to the elementary school events. When I was in elementary school i jointed with dancing ex-school because i'm really interested at dancing at that time. As a result, at the end of semester we performed our dance to other so that i didn't ever  nervous to perform on stage. Also when I was in senior high school i was still perform dancing on the stage in farewell party. Actually i had had some experience on the stage. On the other hand, when i was in junior hish school i never stand on stage like i used to be so that i'm not familiar with stage anymore.


Lately i have a dream to stand on stage and i want to feel how difficult to stand on the stage that watch by many people. Actually in the SEA peformance I want to perform as MC. You know this is my obsession......
But there is something that i'm confused about. I'm confused about become nervous when i stand on the stage. I try to find the way to decrees my nervousness. My lecturer said practice make perfect, today i'll try to stand on the stage. I do it....,
I'm so relieved that i can do just with a little nervous. Although my performance not really well but at least i want to try and practice.  
This is my firs performance since I'm a college student... 

Busy

This semester is the hard ever that i have ever trough. I think this is because i'm joining in ESA in my campus. The schedule of lecture is really and lately almost everyday we have a meeting because we have some job that must to do. Tomorrow there will be a meeting with all of our junior and some of our friends that pointed by the chairman to come to that meeting. The meeting is about to introduce our programs in ESA to all of the English department student and also we want them joint with our program. Further, We will prepare everything to performance tomorrow. It is a hard job ever...!!!

Honestly i joint with ESA just because of myself, i want  to be able speak in front of others. One of my weakness is i usually nervous when i speak in front of other even i speak in front of my friends in the Class. So i want to find the way to decreased it because i'm gonna be a teacher how it could be if i'm teaching the students with nervous? Then, i want to learn how to work in a team or organization. We have such kind of ability so that we become a good college students. However, sometimes I fell depresed because it is hard to divide the time to do it. I believe i can do it....,

I remember my lecturer said that a successful people is she/he who can do more then one job in the same time. I'll keep this statement in my mind whenever i fell tired because of all my activities..

God please embarked all my business, Amen

The electricity

I want to make some assignment today, so i decide to turn on my laptop. I'm searcing everithing that i need for tommorow. Actually i have some assignments from my SEA lecturer she said to us we must search about Mc formal hoe the way they give honorable to someone that important. But suddenly the electricity in my house actually not only in my house but also in my neighborhood. Then, my laptop is turn off by by itself. I don't like this situation when i need to search my assignment the electricity is off. 


Then, i do nothing just think about soon it will be turn on again but it just a wish. I'm waiting very long to wait it. I'm bored to wait for something unsure so i decide to sleep. Then, 2 hours later the electricity turn on so that i can make my assignment again....
Thanks good for every easiness in my life
making me is always be grateful of your decision in my life

Disappointed

Today I really disappointed because of one of my friend. This is just because she provoked something that i thought it was wrong. I will tell a little bit the story this is happened when our chair women told about there is a meeting in Saturday with ESA. You know this meeting are important not just for us as a vice from ESA because    there will be a punishment if a class didn't send Representative to attend that meeting. I know that my friend didn't want to come to that meeting but at least she just keep silent and don't provoke others to didn't come to that meeting.


I don't know what was coming on her mind at that time. She don't really even care what our chairwoman said and keep talking aloud and also she didn't care what she was talking about. You are my friend why do you act like that. Please change your bad habit, you know we are not child anymore but you act like a child.....

Cousin's Birthday

Today my cousin is birthday. Our big family will make a praying to him on her birthday. It is just like an usual praying that we tend to pray to him hopefully he become a success person in every eagle in this life. Actually this afternoon i must come to campus because there will be a meeting which is about inauguration of English club. But i'm really sorry that i couldn't come to that meeting. I wish i can attend than meeting. I have some important to do that i can't leave.


Back to my cousin's birthday, this is 17th birthday. I'm still remember when i was 17 years old my friend made a party to me. Although it was just a small party but i'm really happy at that time which become unforgettable experience in my life. I wanna say thank you to all of my best friend that had gave me this moment. I will keep it in my hear and in my mind. IN addition i wanna say happy birthday to my cousin i wish you always get all the better thing in your life and become a strong men that always has a critical thinking and also you must achieve your ambition.


Good luck for you

Headache

Almost 3 weeks i had gotten flu. In this 3 weeks i never see the doctor because i don't want to eat any medicine because it is so scary for me. In the result my flu doesn't want to go way from my body. Evrytime i feel my nose is full of the liquid and also it make me always go to the water closet. This is make me so tired and  because this problem now i get headache. Actually this is not the fist time i got this sickness this is almost 4 days i get headache. Still i don't want to see the doctor at this time.


There are many assignment that i must do now. I don't know will i do now? You know tomorrow will be mid term introduction to literature. With this condition it is hard for me to concentrate to read the mater for mid term tomorrow. God make me get well soon. Many things that i must do....

Stop Complaining

We are the college students who have many things to do. Not only is assignment but also the house chores and other. Further, we must manage our time to do all whether to make it finises. As a human we also have a problem that sometime make us forget about our assignment or we don't want to do the assignment because of the problem. This is normal because as a human we are not separated by the problem. Also it can me us complaining everyday and regard we have many problem that others. We must avoid this situation if we want to be a successful.In addition, I'll give some solution for this problem in order to make us stop complaining.




The first step is do all of your activities sincerely. We must have sincerely in our heart when we want to do everything. If you have sincerely to do it all the thing will not be burden you. Then you feel enjoy and think it become worship. The second step is think about your dream. We come to collage certainly have a dream that we want to make it become true. When we feel tire with all of activities that we have, we must think about our dream so it will become a power to us to make us not lazy to do our assignment. The third step is think about success which we want to get after our sacrifice in the collage. When we graduate in college we want to become success, right? So you must to sacrifice everything to get it. 


Complaining is not good to us as a college students so don't do that if we wanna be success.  

Important thing in life

when you read a book what some thing that you want to find? when you watch a movie what do you want to get? when you walk around your home what something that you want to find? when you turn on your computer what do you want to search? even when you go shopping what do you want to buy? The answer of all the questions is depend on your self but something that i want to share with you today is about in your daily activities like watching, shopping, traveling there is a knowledge behind that and you must to find to make your life be colorful.

We can see for example when you read a novel don't just thing you want to just relax that's really not good. Usually the author of novel write a novel to give you knowledge that implied in that novel. The author also show you what is the real life. You will not become a criticizer people when you do something useless. You must get the knowledge in any change that is impossible for you. Don't wast your time to do something useless. Even when you get condition there is a person who doesn't like you. You also catch the point of knowledge on that situation. It van make you will think what something that make he/she doesn't like you and you also will try to find the way  to make she/he like your again. Life is the way to educate yourself become batter than before not to make you become worse and worse everyday. So let's take all the lesson that come on your life.

Fighting....

Beauty spot

I really like to read an interesting article on yahoo.com. In my opinion there are so many knowledge we can get from read it. I find an article that say beauty spot risk as a cancer skin. I'm so shocked at that time because i have a lot of beauty spots on my body. Then, I try to find other articles related about beauty spot. I find some articles that state there are some criteria the beauty spot become a skin cancer. I will explain it a little bit about that.


There are some criteria beauty spot become a skin cancer:
1.  Asymmetrical beauty spot
Beauty spot must has form of regular pliers. If there is any changes on tour beauty spot or the large of that you must pay attention to that problem. You must check it to the doctor.
2. The edge of beauty spot
You must pay attention of the edge of beauty spot. It must be soft and did't change by time to time. 
3. The color of beauty spot
The color of beauty spot is fix and doesn't change. Some one who have a light skin usually have light beauty spot too. And everyone who has dark skin will have dark beauty spot too.
4. Itching
If you have itching on your beauty spot you must be careful because it can be a skin cancer. You must see the doctor soon if you feel this kind of problem.


So when i read that article i feel a little bit relieved because i am not included on those criteria and I hope that i will not get this health problem.

Be your self

I borrowed some novels from my friend yesterday. Although, i know there are some assignment that i must do but i want to relax when i read that novel. Beside, i also want to get some moral lesson from that novel. Actually the novel use Indonesian language which the title is "love's Bet". This is a teen-lit novel the tell us about loves, teenage interaction, and also there are also some moral value contain in that novel. All the thinks that i mention before put together, and it become a good novel.


i will tell a little bit about story on that novel. This is a story about Echa who loves Rio a captain in basket ball. She really likes Rio to the extend that she tries to find what is something that his's like and don't like. She also tries to find the way how to make Rio realize that she is here and like him. Until in the afternoon she talked to one of the members of the basket ball "Ary" what did her feels to Rio. Then, this is the worst day ever that Echas's have. Actually Echa is a big person who Rio's don't like. Next, Sofie is Rio's girlfriend who is the most rich person on at school and also she is an arrogant person. She also don't like Echa and make Echa become a bet because she was angry when know Rio wanted to close with another girl ; although, this is exactly Ary's works to make Sofie away from Rio because Ary also likes sofie. Sofie challenge Rio if he can make Echa become pretty girl, have a good body shape than before she will give Rio a BMW. 




Then, what is happen next? Thanks to hard work Rio Echa become pretty girl even  prettier than Sofie. Further, Rio didn't like Echa and he still wants Sofie become his girlfriend again. So the moral lesson on that story is about when you love someone don't force your self be like another people. Be yourself is important to show that you are really different with other people. If someone whouyou like in fact don't like you don't make it become a problem. There is a idiom " there are so many plenty fish in the sea" so don't worry about that because there are still many other people that like you.

Computer

Today i wanna post my blog using my computer which I have since i was at senior high school. This the old computer ever because both of screen and the body are large. However, i really like to use it because i don't have any else. Everyday i use it to do some of my homework, but lately it becomes slow when processing a data. I don't know why. I'll try to make it becomes quickly because i need it to make my assignment but still it doesn't work. I must use many time to do my homework.


I really want to buy a new one but i don't want to ask my father to buy anew one because the price is expensive. Fortunately, my brother will buy a new computer for me. I'm really happy to hear that. However i don't know when he gonna buy it but i'm still hope he can buy it for me. I hope that this computer will better than before and also i'm gonna fix it later.

Planning

Planning is something that really important in our life without a planning we don't know what should we do before. after, and also the next. It is so difficult to decided what will we do first, second and the last so we must have a plan to arrange our schedule become easier because of that. The panning maybe about your school; for example, you wanna get high mark so you plan to study hard every night or when you have a willing to get something you save your money to get it. Although not all the planning that we make will run well but at least we have something to do.


Some of planning didn't run well maybe because we don't really pay attention about that. If we are really want it become running well take more attention to them. However, we just can make a plan and all of our plan will depend on the god and our attention. Making your plan come true and you will proud of that. Also don't forget to pray whether theru god will hear what you say and make your plan become true

Surprised

I'm still thinking about them who are my  friends. In other hand, i think such kind of strange when they are come to my house but  i don't want to think about that i just want to think how happy i'm when they are there. We have been long time no see. Honestly, i really missed them so much. They come to my house yesterday  without any warning. Actually i"m so surprised at that time because they never come to my house before although one of them life near in my house.


We talked more at that time. Now they are more success than before and also they want me to do the same thing as they do. I know they are really kind to think about me but i can't do what they told to me now. There are many things that i must do. I really want to be like them but now it's not the good time for me and also i appreciate it. One thing that never change in both in their appearance and their attitude is they still what they use to be kind, like helping others. I'm so proud ever have a friend like them. They work harder to make their dream come true. Although life is never flat but they can solve the problem in their life. I hope god always bless them and be the good people. 

Success

Everybody wants to be success that can make our life more happier than before. Success has a lot of sacrifice to achieve that. It doesn't like as we think. We think than we wannna be success but do nothing ten you think you can get it? it impossible. You need to sacrifice all of your power. Also your time, your money, your free time all the things can be sacrifice to get this ambition. 


today my old friend come to my home to help me become a success. Honestly i really wanna be success but now i think it will be impossible. I must think many time to do such kind of job that they told to me. I also know they are very kind to think about my life. I wanna be like their. I mean i wanna follow their step to become success but my schedule at the campus so many. I wish i can pay my SPP with my own many. I didn't want to become a burden in my family. However  it's so difficult god give me chance to be succes.. amin

Life is a choice

Life is a choice. This idiom show us that when we life on this world we will make a choice in everyday in our daily activity. When someone want to be a good person this is his/her choice. Then, when someone want to be a bad person that also his/her choice. Further, when you wanna be a smart people or a good leader these are your choice too. Everything what you wanna be is a choice so be careful when you make a choice.

We life in this world just once everybody knows about that meanwhile there are so many bad and good things in this world. What we gonna be? That's up to you. When you make a choice on your life make the right choice think about many aspect that will happen after you get the decision. It can be your family, your friend, environment, school, and soon. Also you must predict what will happen when you make that choice and also think the advantages of that choice. We are not a child anymore so we had already known what the good or the bad things.

don't make a wrong choice on your life....

Motorcycle accident

This is a hard day because i  must come to the campus earlier in the morning and will have the mid term morsyn at 3 pm. I will not to tell about morsyn that is very make me upset today but i will tell you about my teacher. One of my teacher when i was in high school got an accident.Her name is Ms. nel and she is an English teacher at high school. I know that information from my mother. I don't know for sure the story why she got accident but something that i know she rode a motorcycle alone to Siti Rahmah (the name of hospital ).


Ms. nel's mother was treated in Siti Rahmah because she got a serious disease, she got diabetes. On the afternoon she decided to deliver food to hospital where her mother was treated. On the way to get home she got an accident on bypass road near TVRI. I'm really socked to hear that one of her leg broke because of that. Then, she used to get accident too on Ulak Karang that make her heel broke too but now her leg broke. I'm so sad to hear that. She will do operation tomorrow. I hope the operation will run smoothly. My mother always say to me be careful when you ride a motorcycle and always pray before you ride it. Alright i  will do it mom

Get well soon Ms.nel

The solar storm

Now we can see our earth have been already old and also vulnerable to disaster. Moreover, there are so many disaster lately such as flood, dryness, earth quake, erosion, and soon. Newly, there is a news around us stated that there will be the solar storm around 5 years later on March. This news make stronger because from BMKG that make us astonished. The even maybe because the global warming that never end.




Why we said this is because of global warming? this is because we can see in the afternoon the weather it's so hot. Then suddenly there is a rain come. The weather can change easily and directly not what it used to be. Global warming can happen because the pollution of the gasoline of vehicle. As we know that in this global area all of people have at least one motorcycle on their home this is because development era that make people tend to be like that. This air pollution can trigger the solar storm. Besides, all the things that had already happened definitely have the wisdom which is really important to learn. So this even as a warning to us to make better things in our life so that we will not regret about what we'd already done when we are still in this world.

Procrastinator

Again, again, and again i become a procrastinator. All of assignments had already pilled up on my desk table. I promise on the last semester that i could not do it but it just a wish. The fact is not relevant with the real one. I'm so confused why cannot i throw away my bad habit. Moreover, i know this is not good for me but i still do that. It's so hard to change it.


however, i'll try to do all the assignments as quick as i can but why it's still pilled up. When my laziness come in my mind i cannot thing about doing homework. Good, what's wrong with me? please open my mid to do not lazy again. I must think about future because if i'm still i will not achieve my ambitions


keep spirit and do all the things directly...

Reduce the consumption of white rice

Indonesia is belong to the Asia. Most of Asian people tend to eat white rice as their primary necessity. Now, on the modern era there are so many dangerous disease had found by the doctor. On of the dangerous disease is diabetes. This kind of disease because on our body have a lot of  the sugar contain. The sugar is not just found on sweet food or drink. The most sugar contain is located on white rice that we consume everyday.


There is a new type of diabetes it is called as diabetes type 2. This is usually found on the people that eat a lot of rice everyday. So if we you eat a a lot of white rice it is easy to you incur diabetes type 2. There is some solution to that problem try to move your primary necessity with red rice which have low  glycemic. Glycemic is measure of how quickly glucose is released into the bloodstream after a meal, Also red rice can make people feel full longer and keeps blood sugar levels more stable.     

The Power of dream

Dream is something that make our life have destiny. Without dream  we feel life monotonous and also we fell bored. I still remember that when i studied Indonesian my lecturer show to us the video about the power of dream. This video is about paralympic sport which is the participant from disability people. The typical people are blind, didn't have any hand or leg etc. The sports that was contested are swimming, javelin, jump distance, wheelchair race and many others. 


I can see from the face of the participant how their spirit on that competition are. They can show their ability however their are imperfect people. They also can do the best than us that have complete physical. This is the real fact that come in our life. Further, something that we can learn from them is nothing is impossible in this world. Then, if we have a dream try to make it become true, try to reach it. Reaching it with all of your spirit and don't forget to pray.

I believe you can....

ARROGANT

Arrogant is a bad habit, everybody actually knows about that. Then, the question is why do the people have this habit? There are many kinds of why people become arrogant . The first one because they think that they are rich than others. Further, maybe because they are have a good looking such as they are handsome or beautiful. Another reasons is because they think they are smarter that others. 


You know all of religion on the earth doesn't like when people arrogant. When we see on Islam that Allah SWT really hate when someone have this kind of habit. Don't you know that when we studied about the creation of human god made us from quintessence of land. We can see how small we are so what the thing that must make we arrogant? If  we proud because of we think we are rich remember there are a lot of people who richer than us. If we think that we are beautiful or handsome than other also there are so many people more handsome or beautiful than us. However, we must always be grateful what the god had already gave to us. Let's throw away this kind of bad habit because there is no benefit for us because it just can make other people will be hurt and also hate us. 

Be a good person

In one completion there are different characters of people. The first one is they who have low potential. Some of this character didn't care what everyone else said to them. The second character is the people who have average potential. most of these people people who have more spirit in study, do assignment, even homework. The second type is the people who have higher potential than other typical. Their characteristic of these people tend to egoist, emotional, selfish etc. Just few of them that trend to share with other people. Now we are focus on the third typical. Why they become like that?


We can answer this question base on the experience and also the fact in that field. Base on my experience they have such kind of habit because they think they release that they have better potential that other people so that they become a greedy person. The next reason because they don't want anybody can rival them so that they don't wanna share the knowledge that they have and they also thing if they share it to other people their potential will be lose in her mind. This reasons are so egoistic. They don't think that there are more people that have more knowledge than them. Like an idiom " above the sky there are other sky". So if you have more knowledge that other let share it. It will became a workshop to you and your knowledge will stick on your mind. It doesn't mean anything if you have a knowledge but you are a SELFISH to share it with other. Let us be a good person and can be useful to others people. As we know that we are a social human that need other people in our life and we can't life alone..  

PROVISION

I'm so happy when there was an announcement about scholarship. I'd studied at UNP at least 2 years and i never hear about the scholar ship before so that's why i want to get opportunity on it. For the firs time i saw the requirements just simple and i think i can do it. The first one is the college student who come from regular part. The second is we musk make a paper. Actually there are 2 kind of scholarship PPA and BBM. One of the requirement of PPA is we must make a paper. BBM stand for everybody who undeprivileged. I chose PPA and i'm almost fulfill the requirements.


Suddenly there is a recent requirement is about everybody who want to get scholarship PPA must have IPK minimum 3,25. I'm really sock to hear that. I didn't send my scholarship because i can't fulfill the last requirement. This is not my provision. God had already gave me the best in my life so i will accept this chance. I hope that all of my friends who send the requirement will get the scholarship and i hope god always give me the best things.

STRATEGY

Everything in this world must have its own strategy. Then, what do we mean of strategy? according to wikipedia a strategy is a plan of action designed to achieve a vision. So the purpose of the strategy is to make us essay to achieve what we want. For instance, if we wanna buy a new clothe while our parents didn't have enough money to buy it so we must make a strategy to get the clothe. We can set aside part of our money to buy it, that is we call as a strategy.


Further, in our education also we need to have a strategy. It can be strategy to manege our time to study or doing something else. it can be the strategy for graduate in that university as soon as possible. We must arrange our strategy to help us in education. If we don't have any strategy so we just wash our time to do something that is not important and also we don't even know the time run so quickly.
Arrange your strategy as well as you can


arrange your strategy as well as you can




Don't be a lose person

WRONG TURN 2: DEAD END

Today is the last weekend. I want to tell about what i did last night. There were so many clothes that i must iron. Then i tend to iron all of them. I iron while watching TV because if i just iron and do nothing it's so boring and i must make something interesting. At 11.30 pm i'd finished ironing and i move to another activity. There is an interesting TV program on RCTI the title is about " wrong turn 2". For the first time i'm watching i know that this is a kind of trailer movie. Instead all of my family was sleeping i decided watching alone.


Now i'm gonna tell you about synopsis of that movie. Actually this mis a little bit disgusting but i really like this movie since the first time i watched. There is a man who retired from his job as a military want to make a reality show. He make it like such a game. The setting of game at the forest on the mountain. There is a history about mountain which used to have a paper factory. One day there was a mistake happen on that factory that make it produced dangerous chemical substance. Everybody go away from the factory but there was a family that get contamination because of chemical substance. All of that family become bad person but they will stronger that other people. They will kill everybody that comes to the mountain and cut them into pieces. One by one the members of that game died. what happen next? are there people safe?
what this movie and you will scream a lot.

GRADUATION

When do you gonna graduate in the University?? 4 years? 5 years? or maybe 8 years.., oh no. I think 8 years is too long and if we didn't graduate our study in 8 years the faculty will DO( drop out) us, hum it's really scary. Honestly, i wanna graduate in 4 years. I'm really jealous to see everybody that wear graduation dress. I also really want to wear it. it is because today i saw my friend brother's graduated in UNP who have the same major as me, English education. He studied at UNP at 2007 and 5 years he can graduate his degree.


There are so many people there. They come with their family to show to their family about that graduation. Some of them are really luck because their IP is very good and it is about 2.45-3,96.It makes me more be motivated to study harder. I hope that i also can graduate in this university with high mark and at least 4 years study. I want to make my family proud of me. 

My lovely computer

Today i'm gonna share about my computer. Computer is one of the important think in my life because my things i can do with this square monitor. i can listen the music which i like, watch movie, share everything with my friend, do homework and soon. Suddenly on Thursday night when i wanted to post my blog, it didn't work. it makes me can't do anything. that's why in last three days i didn't post any blog. I can't do my homework too. i hope that it will work as soon as possible. 


I have 3 blogs that i didn't post so i must post it immediately after my brother repair my computer. Ow my lovely computer don't be like that i really need your help to do my assignments.., please!!
This is because i usually procrastinate doing my homework
I don't wanna procrastinate again.

FRIENDS PART 2

Friends are someone who is very close to us after our parents because as we know that parents are the most closer people in the world. So the first is parents and the second is our friends. Most of our activities whether in the campus or at home we usually spend with our friends. There are 2  typical friend that i know. The first one is just a friend for some situation such as just at the campus or just at home and this typical friend usually know for short time. the second is friend that very close to us and we know each other long time. For instance, we know her/him when we was at senior high school and still keep in touch until now.


Then when we are at the same class, all of us are friend, nobody special or nobody different. We must treat other friend as the same. Although you have a friend who really close to you but don't make him/her different with other friend. in addition, in some cases if you make any different between your close friend with other friend sometime you will hurt other friend. For example, when you come early to the class you gonna take a free chair to your close friend, then there is other friend close to your chair that didn't get any chair. You know it will be hurt her/him by what you did. if you want to show that you are really care with your close friend don't show it in the class room because it's not good for others.


We are in the same class so please don't make your close friend special with others...