Tuesday

i have to class in Tuesday which held in  the morning at 8.50 and at 10.40. Today begin with morsyn class that performed by iwik and nisa. As usually i don't know what I'm really exiting with this subject. After morsyn class finished, we prepare for the next class is about introduction to literature. Today this class also will present if I'm not mistake the topic is about the literature for young adult. This is also the great subject according to me.


The next schedule was the Mentoring with our senior. Actually this is the last mentoring, and i and my friends have a scedule to hang out with our senior. Before we were going to hang out we met at the mosque and read the holy kuran. After that we came to our destination to Adabiah to eat meat ball. We went to Adabiah with bus. That's my tuesday,,,,,

Headache again....,

Today i must perform my conclusion of paper in front of the writing class. Thanks Allah i had been prepared for  that day. I had performed my best at that time although it's not like the lecturer want me to do but at least i'l try my best at that time. I'd already know what my real mistake, which become the valuable lesson ever.I'm  relly important happy to know wht the real point in making a good research paper. 

After i finished the writing class i and my friend going to mosque to pray zhuhur. That the fist tme i didn't feel better snd there is something wrong with my head. I feel it's really heavy. After i finished praying it become more copliicated and as a result i can't concentration in answering the questions trough listening task. I got low mark in the test again, again. It's not what i want to achieve but i hope that i can do the best next time.

Memory on Sunday

I have two schedule sunday which i must go to the campus. I'm not object to go to the campus at that time. The first schedule is about MEGA, and there are meeting with Mr.Salam. I woe up early and took a bath as soon as i can. But when i'm asking my mom that i want to go to the campus she said that if it didn't really important just stay at home. I now both of schedules are important for me. However, i decide not go to the campus because yesterday i had gone to Malibo so i decide to stay home.


I'm really bored just doing nothing. However, i can relax for a while that's what make me really miss home when i was at the campus. I feel relieved when i'm at home. But i don't wanna just stay at home for entire of my life. I wanna do something new for my life because life are still long. Doing something new is really challenging for me. 

One Day Trip, the moment of Saturday


One day trip is a kind of program the held by ESA that use for introduce the senior and the junior to make relationship between them. When i was in second semester i also used to joint with this even. Just like in my term it held in Malibo. Malibo is the recreation place use for to have fun. In this place there are so many swimming pool that make me interested to swim. The beautiful scenery also we can see in this place.

We were going to Malibo by using BATALYON trucks that located across our campus. Why we choose this truck because if we use this truck we can arrived at the place thet we want early because as we know that this truck run so fast and also on time. There are six truck that us to go to malibo. I'm really like this trip because i can swim in the swimming pool. Also this is can make our refresh our mind before ace examination.

Back to memory in Frriday

I'm sorry i didn't post in friday because i forgot to do that. Today i would like to share to you what i had been done in friday. As usual in the morning i have a SEA class MC. You know this was my perform with my group about our random in SEA. I had prepared what i must said at home and also i'd tied to practice at home how to pronounce each word.


The result didn't match with my predict. Before the performer i became nervous and as the result i was pronouncing the wrong pronunciation. Not only about that, but also i had done the style that didn't appropriate with performer. This is a shame, really really a shame. How it could be? I'm still thanks to Allah that give me a chance to perform in front of the classes although the result didn't as better as i want but i had tried my best to do that. Someday i will do the best to my perform.

I got it


I wanna say thanks Allah for such listen my noisy voice. Now, i realize that the word that i hold is true. That word is try and pray, and you will get it. This is actually happen today for me. I get what i want and pray, also i have done my best for it. Once again, thanks Allah for this chance for me. Further, i applied my knowledge is about positive thinking that i learn in public speaking. This way make me always have a such kind of power in my life although i don;t know for sure that i will get what i want to but with this positive thinking i can handle everything that comes in the next.

This is the beginning of my life, and also i don't wanna give up. I learn something worth which is about if you  wanna succeed in your life you must face many  fail on your way to get your success. It is implied that i must have positive thinking when i fail something that i want so that i never give up to try, try and try again. One thing that i relly want to be achieve in my life which is about to make my family proud of me, and they realize that they sacrifice to me are not useless. how to get these things? Be a successful woman...,
i believe i can..
be positive thinking is important
keep try something new

Islam

In Indonesia there are 5 religions including Islam. The majority islam in the world is Indonesia. Why so? because in indonesia there are so many people that regard islam as their religion. As we know that islam is the good religion which have the holy book that fix and applies to all nature so that the laws in islam are the same. Islam talk about how to get noble character of someone. This is to make everybody can live happily in the society.


Lately, we can see there are so many corruption which is not the good noble at all. You know everybody that work behind  this most of them are islam. So what's wrong with this condition? everybody is asking about that many times. Can islam avoid us from this bad manner? The answer is yes, islam can avoid us from the bad manner but we must to make perfect all of our worship this is including prayer. So this is the important point that we must have as a moeslem.

Doing something new is enjoyable

Today i just have one class because one of my lecturer was sick so we must learn at home. In the afternoon i have a mentoring class started at 13.20. Actually, yesterday is not a good day because it was rain hard at that time. Then, after mentoring i have to go to my senior home bacause i got news for other that her mom was died so we decided to visit her house. It is just near Asia Biscuit Factory but for the first i asked to my another senior about the address she told me it is near Asrama Haji so it is make me round with my friends who also going to that place.


I'm going to that place around 5 PM. This is too late to go why i said like that because we don't know the exact place. Although it seems near our campus but the location it is still narrow. I'll try to find the answer where  is the house that  i want to visit. We went such there is no clear destiny. I'll try to find the exact place. Some of my friend said that we must go home because i think there is no clear address that we can find. Maybe we go we go tomorrow. I think about that many time because we had already gone so far. I don't want to give up at that time. I'm asking all the people that i found on the road. Finally, we can find the riight place. You know what does it feel? i feel so enjoyable when we had arrived in the home. Patient is important.., that's what i learn today

The Same Mistake


Today i have two class which really make me tired. The first class is writing which held on 9.40, and the next class is listening at 1.20. When i was studying writing, i'm really exited at that time. Therefore, the time run so quickly to me. I get more information from our lecturer and also i must learn more about how to make a good research paper. Actually the lecturer is my PA so i must fill my data  to him. At the end of class i give her my data but he said to me to arrange the data appropriately so it makes he easy when he want to see my data. She said to me just put on her desk.

We finished the lesson early than before. Then, i went to his office but the door was closed. Suddenly, i make the same mistake that i used to do. When i go out to the office i think many time of the mistake that i made today. This is not the first time i did it, actually this is the second time. I fell i was the foolish people in the world when i think about that. I have to think billion times to heal again. In my mind i think we must learn from that mistake. Although it is not just for the first time i think i can learn something important today. I hope i didn't make the same mistake again, again, and again,

Nothing impossible

Sometime i'm not sure with my potential which i have. I'm not sure i can do like others can. It seems i don't have any self confidence to face it. I must try to find something that make my self-confidence become stronger than before. I borrowed a inspire book from my friend. Actually this is a kind of novel which have the real story from the author itself. This book contains more than 400 pages which make me difficult to finish it. I'm still want to know what is the story about.


Everyday, i read the book around 4 pages or more if i have free time. This book tell about the spirit of a man who have a dream want to go abroad. He want to  to go to USA which have the better system of education. You know this is also a part of my dream. I also want to go abroad especially to USA. I want to see all of places in USA. I want to feel how does it feel study in USA. Nothing impossible, yeah this word make my spirit become more more and more. Man jada wa jadda.., who want to try with harder and also pray to God thew will get what they want. I want to make this is become real one.., the real part of my dream.. 

Try and pray

I'll have many things to do this semester. However, at the first time i don't like some of them but lately i like them all. This activities make my life be colorful. I can feel now i have many friends than before. Then, i have to manage the social money. I want to do all of them because of myself not because of others so that i fell relieved now. Although i have many homework to do but it doesn't not make me complain because i think if we complain what we gonna do we feel all of things are hard whereas the fact is not like that. 

May be in this week i and my friends in ESA will go to malibo. This plane suppose to introduce the junior of English department with their senior  so that they know and respect to us. I would like to tell you a little bit about this trip. You know this trip just for one day which is we called as one day trip. I'm belong to consumption committee. Tomorrow will be a meeting with our lecturer about our plane. I  give a suggestion to my friend to buy the food with my uncle. He want to bring the food to Malibo by her own car. I don't know our lecturer like or not about my suggestion but i must try to make them believe. I'm still doubt can i'm meeting tomorrow because i have full time lecture. I'm still want to try and pray to make it become true. I believe i can....

Master of Ceremony

One of my subject in this semester are SEA(spoken english activity) wich held on every friday morning. In SEA there are 9 kind of subject, and we must choose one of them. At the first i want to joint with News Reading club because i think this is one of the easy subject in my mind. Unfortunately, i can't joint with this club because i'm late when give the data to the committee of the SEA. I'm frustration at that time. Why? you know to send the data to the committee i must up and down the fourth floor. Can you imagine that how tired i am but the result was not the same with i want to. I don't know what should i choose next.


My friends give me suggestion to choose debate club but i'm not interesting in debate at all. Other said that joint with them in MC. Different with SEA i'm little bit interesting with this subject so that i make a decision to choose MC as my subject in SEA. At the result, i'm really happy joint with this club. I can stand in front of other without nervous again. It is so exited for me. One of my dream in this MC is i can perform at the end of SEA. I really show my best in the stage. Although, i have several time to stand on the stage but i'm still want to try it again.

Public Speaking

yesterday  around 5 PM there was earthquake that make all of people try to find the save place. This is because there are announcement for BMKG there will be Tsunami. You know every body panic at that time including me. Then, i went to home with my sister that i meet in UNP. Actually this is not the first experience for me to face the earthquake outside my house. When the bigger one earth quake on 31 September i was not in the home too. I and my friend went to Tabing to get some medicine. After i finished to buy it we went to home. In the way to get home the earth quake happen at that time.


Today i will perform speech in subject public speaking. At the first i think we will not study because the earthquake and i think our lecturer didn't come so that i didn't prepare anything to that performer. Suddenly my friend message me and said that we will study public speaking now. This is a disaster for me because i really do't prepare anything. I find my file on my computer and copied when i'm going to the campus. Fortunately, i can do my speech although there is may hesitation and my speech going somewhere else but i think i had done the best maybe i lack of preparation. Something that i can catch today is i can speak without nervous..,
I'm relived  to know about that. I can control my mind at that time. May be more practice will make it perfect. i'll do it step by step
thanks God for give me opportunity to do that..   

Brain

brand is important part in our body. One of the function of the brain are for thinking. Thinking about what we do next what we want to achieve, what do we want to eat now and so on. Now we talk about thinking. If you can manage what do you think it will bring you to be a success people. Why become like that? so what do we thing to become suceess?


When you want to be success people you must think all of the positive one. Although on your way to achieve success you get fail or many problems which will bother you also you must think the positive side of the even.  The benefits of positive thinking are it can hepl individual who get depression. May be this is because they can't get what do they really want or the fact and their expectation are different. Another benefit is positive thinking also can help people who have self-esteem problem .

A girl born a baby

I read an article in yahoo which is about a girl who 10 years old born a baby?? Can you imagine that?? In my mind this really strange for me. This girl comes from Columbia from ethics wayuu. How it could be? she just 10 years old and exactly she don't know how to take care of her baby. On that article said that she born her baby with caesarean operation.

At the first time she comes to the hospital and cried to the doctor. After that the doctor tried to help her to born the baby.Finally, she and her baby were saved. Although her baby was just 2.27 kilograms but the baby was healthy. Then, the mother of the baby was also healthy too. You know at the end of article said that this kind of event is on of the traditional in the Columbia?? what traditional? I think this is not logic. 

My sister

Yesterday i heard one of my senior on English department misfortune her father had died early in the morning. I don't know what exactly caused her father's died but i ever heard her father ever were treated in the hospital. I'm sorry to hear that because i know she is now in the bad condition. You know she is PL now and she must focus with her study but because this condition she can't go to PL.


She get PL in Bukittinngi which we know so far from hear. She has a spirit to  finish her study as soon as possible but because of she must pay her study by herself it makes she neglect with her study. I know she is a strong women and also she can face this condition with open mind.
i hope her father can get better place than before...
My sister don't ever sad i believe you can face this condition..

Don't ever give up

This is really the worst thing that i never want to get before. Again, again, and again i got low mark. I'm really afraid to get low mark again. Why i can't be like my friends. They got  higher mark than me, i want to be like that. What's wrong with all the things?? I promise to get higher mark than last semester can i get what i'm thinking about? To his is the big secret that i want to find.


I wanna get better mark than before this is that's what i want to achieve in this semester. Although at least just one moths left  we will study at the class i don't want to give up with this situation. I don't want to let my ambitions disappear because i'm give up at this time because of this situation. I will learn more about what had already happened and think about this is just something that make my spirit become more and more go out.
Remember nothing impossible when you want to try something better
There is a will, There is a way....,
Make your ambitions come true...

DEBATE COMPETITION

Yesterday there was a debate competition in FBS floor fourth which the participant for all of faculty in UNP. Actually the debate was held in Friday but in this day the semifinal and the final of the debate. In this debate there was 16 team which will be chosen just 3 best speakers. I'm in a training as an adjudicator. You know this is the best experience that i have got because i don't know about debate before;although, i ever joined with English debate championship. This even make me know a little bit about debate. However i must learn more about debate but i'm really happy to get new knowledge about that.






Also i learn more about how to speak well in front of the audience. In this debate there are some important things that we must know, The first one is about control emotion which is very difficult for everybody. Sometime in debate we can't control our emotion because too spirit when tell what our point in debate or we want to rebate our enemy in debate. If we can't control it we will get lower score from adjudicator so that if we learn more about debate it can control our emotional. The second when you speak in front of the adjudicator you must make an eye contact with them because they will give you score. Make them believe with what you said. Don't just focus to your enemy because eye contact is a manner in a debate and also it will influence your score. This is a most common habit that i see from debater when they deliver their speech.Sometimes people just forget about this point but this is important points that you must think about.

How does it feel become an adjudicator?

When i was in first semester i joint with an organisation for who wants to become a debater. Why did i choose this program because i want to improve my speak ability because i wanna be a teacher of English so that's why i decided to joint with that. I follow the training just twice and after that i decided not to joint again because it makes me come to me very late around 7.PM. Although i follow  the training twice but i didn't get the point what does the real debate. 


Now i get the responsibility to be a part of debate. I'm not actually  a debater but i become an adjudicator. For the first i didn't now any rule become an adjudicator but because i'm still learn about in the competition of the dabate. This is a competition to choose the best speaker of the people who be the participants in this debate so that when they are win this debating they will supposed to debate with other university include in the Pakanbaru. Then, if they win again they will sent to Bali. What bali??? i want to...
But i think this is not the best time to get that because i just know little about the debate;although, i still praying if one of adjudicator will also send to debate with other university
waiting for the miracle.. :)
You know today i learn many things about the debate....,
i hope that i also get the opportunity to go to the national even in international debate.. Amin
i'll keep tying to do the beat

Doubt....,


I'm still remember on a day which make i know the real of my characters. The day that i never forget until now. I'll tell you a little bit about that day when i had already studied public speaking there is a man who came to our class wanted to promote such kind of seminar. The seminar is about personality training which held on saturday, I'm foget about that exactly day. Before he explain to us about what is the real of personality she asked us for everybody want to be read her personality please raise your hand. I'm really exited to his statement so i decided to raise my hand. She lock at me at a glance and after that she talk simething related to my personality. One of the things that she said is i'm typically prople who usually doubt when to choose something the best in my life. I think about that many times, and i realize that this is truly true.

Then, i want to loose this bad personality because i don't want to get the wrong choose in my life. Nowday i'll try to joint with some organization, including debate compatition. Althogh i'm just a  adjudicator but at least i'll try to do what do i really want to do. However, i have something that make my spirit become lower but i must make sure this is the way to make i'm become a successful person. i do believe that if i work harder to achieve all of what i want to achieve, i will get what i want....
i will break the chains that bind me
 happiness will find me leave the past behind me
today my life begins....,
God please don't make me give up when i'll try do the best in my life
please open the way to lead me become a successful person

At the end the way is open

You know many people have a dream and so do I. Actually i have many dreams in my life which i hope i can achieve them. One of my dreams are study abroad which i really want since i was in the fist semester in English department. Why i really want to study abroad? This is because i want to know how does it feels study in other countries and also i want to know how the way other countries to face their education. Then, because i'm from English education so i want to talk with many people that use English language in their daily activities.


Furthermore, the way to get abroad is open. I get an opportunity to achieve it. This afternoon i meet one of the English student who had already been studied in Canada for Student Exchange. in addition, he want to show us some of his programs that make him can study abroad and it makes me really exited to know about that. At the first i never think that how the way to get it. Although i'm not sure that it will make me can study abroad like him but i want to keep trying to do what his program. This is because his program is really good to enhance our knowledge in teaching.
God i hope that this is the way to get it
please bless me
Amen....... 

A Baby died on Washing Machine

I have no idea to write today so i decided to read some articles in yahoo.com to give me inspire. Fortunately, it works, i found an interesting article which is about a baby died on washing machine. I choose this topic because i'm really exciting to know why it can be happened? on the article says that the baby was 21 months(if i'm not mistake). You know when the babies in this age this is a period to them what to know every things and they tend to be hyperactive. Then, their parents should give more attention and take care to them.




This article said that the baby's mother usually take them while she was washing clothes. While the mother was read a magazine on her living room then she didn't find her baby. You see read a magazine? i think this is strange why she read a magazine and didn't take care of her baby? As a mother she should stand behind her baby because her baby didn't know anything...
so give extra attention to the babies if you don't want something worst happen to them 

Yesterday

I'm sorry for yesterday i didn't post any blog. I felt very tired yesterday, and i don't know what it could happen. Then, in the morning I came late to the class, you know it was the first time ever i came late to the class, and luckily my lecturer allowed me to enter the class. We were talking about research paper. In addition, i thought that the time run so slowly i must wait until it finished. 


The first class had finished, and I felt a little bit happy. I don;t know why today i didn't spirit to face any classes. Further, after the writing class i decided to print out my listening assignment. It was sunny day which is so hot to walk to FBS because i studied in LBB and the printer at place where i usually print out my assignment was broke so i must find another place to print my assignment.
That's all for  yesterday..

 Going to Bukittinggi

This is sunday and i don't have any schedule before and i just want to relax for my activities before. Suddenly on saturday i heard that we are going to Bukittinggi tomorrow. I'm so glad to hear that because i want to get a relax a moment. Althought, i have no money to go there but at least i can see the beautiful scenery there. I go to Bukittinggi around 8 am. In the morning before I'm going to go there i should wash the clothes so after i wash them i prepare my self to go to Bukittinggi.

This is a sunny day which is really good to go travelling. After 4 hours in the cramp car because all of my family go to that place, we arrive to the big tower city. Actually we use 2 cars to go there and i'm belong to the second car with my family and another car are my sister, my brother, and also my cousins.Further, in front of the big tower there are a lot of clowns who are funny. They come to us to pint us taking some photos with their.   The character of the clowns inspired from cartoon character which is liked by the children. I'm so exited today because i  can go somewhere else with my family...

This is the best holiday ever....