Doing something new is enjoyable

Today i just have one class because one of my lecturer was sick so we must learn at home. In the afternoon i have a mentoring class started at 13.20. Actually, yesterday is not a good day because it was rain hard at that time. Then, after mentoring i have to go to my senior home bacause i got news for other that her mom was died so we decided to visit her house. It is just near Asia Biscuit Factory but for the first i asked to my another senior about the address she told me it is near Asrama Haji so it is make me round with my friends who also going to that place.


I'm going to that place around 5 PM. This is too late to go why i said like that because we don't know the exact place. Although it seems near our campus but the location it is still narrow. I'll try to find the answer where  is the house that  i want to visit. We went such there is no clear destiny. I'll try to find the exact place. Some of my friend said that we must go home because i think there is no clear address that we can find. Maybe we go we go tomorrow. I think about that many time because we had already gone so far. I don't want to give up at that time. I'm asking all the people that i found on the road. Finally, we can find the riight place. You know what does it feel? i feel so enjoyable when we had arrived in the home. Patient is important.., that's what i learn today

The Same Mistake


Today i have two class which really make me tired. The first class is writing which held on 9.40, and the next class is listening at 1.20. When i was studying writing, i'm really exited at that time. Therefore, the time run so quickly to me. I get more information from our lecturer and also i must learn more about how to make a good research paper. Actually the lecturer is my PA so i must fill my data  to him. At the end of class i give her my data but he said to me to arrange the data appropriately so it makes he easy when he want to see my data. She said to me just put on her desk.

We finished the lesson early than before. Then, i went to his office but the door was closed. Suddenly, i make the same mistake that i used to do. When i go out to the office i think many time of the mistake that i made today. This is not the first time i did it, actually this is the second time. I fell i was the foolish people in the world when i think about that. I have to think billion times to heal again. In my mind i think we must learn from that mistake. Although it is not just for the first time i think i can learn something important today. I hope i didn't make the same mistake again, again, and again,

Nothing impossible

Sometime i'm not sure with my potential which i have. I'm not sure i can do like others can. It seems i don't have any self confidence to face it. I must try to find something that make my self-confidence become stronger than before. I borrowed a inspire book from my friend. Actually this is a kind of novel which have the real story from the author itself. This book contains more than 400 pages which make me difficult to finish it. I'm still want to know what is the story about.


Everyday, i read the book around 4 pages or more if i have free time. This book tell about the spirit of a man who have a dream want to go abroad. He want to  to go to USA which have the better system of education. You know this is also a part of my dream. I also want to go abroad especially to USA. I want to see all of places in USA. I want to feel how does it feel study in USA. Nothing impossible, yeah this word make my spirit become more more and more. Man jada wa jadda.., who want to try with harder and also pray to God thew will get what they want. I want to make this is become real one.., the real part of my dream.. 

Try and pray

I'll have many things to do this semester. However, at the first time i don't like some of them but lately i like them all. This activities make my life be colorful. I can feel now i have many friends than before. Then, i have to manage the social money. I want to do all of them because of myself not because of others so that i fell relieved now. Although i have many homework to do but it doesn't not make me complain because i think if we complain what we gonna do we feel all of things are hard whereas the fact is not like that. 

May be in this week i and my friends in ESA will go to malibo. This plane suppose to introduce the junior of English department with their senior  so that they know and respect to us. I would like to tell you a little bit about this trip. You know this trip just for one day which is we called as one day trip. I'm belong to consumption committee. Tomorrow will be a meeting with our lecturer about our plane. I  give a suggestion to my friend to buy the food with my uncle. He want to bring the food to Malibo by her own car. I don't know our lecturer like or not about my suggestion but i must try to make them believe. I'm still doubt can i'm meeting tomorrow because i have full time lecture. I'm still want to try and pray to make it become true. I believe i can....

Master of Ceremony

One of my subject in this semester are SEA(spoken english activity) wich held on every friday morning. In SEA there are 9 kind of subject, and we must choose one of them. At the first i want to joint with News Reading club because i think this is one of the easy subject in my mind. Unfortunately, i can't joint with this club because i'm late when give the data to the committee of the SEA. I'm frustration at that time. Why? you know to send the data to the committee i must up and down the fourth floor. Can you imagine that how tired i am but the result was not the same with i want to. I don't know what should i choose next.


My friends give me suggestion to choose debate club but i'm not interesting in debate at all. Other said that joint with them in MC. Different with SEA i'm little bit interesting with this subject so that i make a decision to choose MC as my subject in SEA. At the result, i'm really happy joint with this club. I can stand in front of other without nervous again. It is so exited for me. One of my dream in this MC is i can perform at the end of SEA. I really show my best in the stage. Although, i have several time to stand on the stage but i'm still want to try it again.

Public Speaking

yesterday  around 5 PM there was earthquake that make all of people try to find the save place. This is because there are announcement for BMKG there will be Tsunami. You know every body panic at that time including me. Then, i went to home with my sister that i meet in UNP. Actually this is not the first experience for me to face the earthquake outside my house. When the bigger one earth quake on 31 September i was not in the home too. I and my friend went to Tabing to get some medicine. After i finished to buy it we went to home. In the way to get home the earth quake happen at that time.


Today i will perform speech in subject public speaking. At the first i think we will not study because the earthquake and i think our lecturer didn't come so that i didn't prepare anything to that performer. Suddenly my friend message me and said that we will study public speaking now. This is a disaster for me because i really do't prepare anything. I find my file on my computer and copied when i'm going to the campus. Fortunately, i can do my speech although there is may hesitation and my speech going somewhere else but i think i had done the best maybe i lack of preparation. Something that i can catch today is i can speak without nervous..,
I'm relived  to know about that. I can control my mind at that time. May be more practice will make it perfect. i'll do it step by step
thanks God for give me opportunity to do that..   

Brain

brand is important part in our body. One of the function of the brain are for thinking. Thinking about what we do next what we want to achieve, what do we want to eat now and so on. Now we talk about thinking. If you can manage what do you think it will bring you to be a success people. Why become like that? so what do we thing to become suceess?


When you want to be success people you must think all of the positive one. Although on your way to achieve success you get fail or many problems which will bother you also you must think the positive side of the even.  The benefits of positive thinking are it can hepl individual who get depression. May be this is because they can't get what do they really want or the fact and their expectation are different. Another benefit is positive thinking also can help people who have self-esteem problem .