Doubt....,


I'm still remember on a day which make i know the real of my characters. The day that i never forget until now. I'll tell you a little bit about that day when i had already studied public speaking there is a man who came to our class wanted to promote such kind of seminar. The seminar is about personality training which held on saturday, I'm foget about that exactly day. Before he explain to us about what is the real of personality she asked us for everybody want to be read her personality please raise your hand. I'm really exited to his statement so i decided to raise my hand. She lock at me at a glance and after that she talk simething related to my personality. One of the things that she said is i'm typically prople who usually doubt when to choose something the best in my life. I think about that many times, and i realize that this is truly true.

Then, i want to loose this bad personality because i don't want to get the wrong choose in my life. Nowday i'll try to joint with some organization, including debate compatition. Althogh i'm just a  adjudicator but at least i'll try to do what do i really want to do. However, i have something that make my spirit become lower but i must make sure this is the way to make i'm become a successful person. i do believe that if i work harder to achieve all of what i want to achieve, i will get what i want....
i will break the chains that bind me
 happiness will find me leave the past behind me
today my life begins....,
God please don't make me give up when i'll try do the best in my life
please open the way to lead me become a successful person

At the end the way is open

You know many people have a dream and so do I. Actually i have many dreams in my life which i hope i can achieve them. One of my dreams are study abroad which i really want since i was in the fist semester in English department. Why i really want to study abroad? This is because i want to know how does it feels study in other countries and also i want to know how the way other countries to face their education. Then, because i'm from English education so i want to talk with many people that use English language in their daily activities.


Furthermore, the way to get abroad is open. I get an opportunity to achieve it. This afternoon i meet one of the English student who had already been studied in Canada for Student Exchange. in addition, he want to show us some of his programs that make him can study abroad and it makes me really exited to know about that. At the first i never think that how the way to get it. Although i'm not sure that it will make me can study abroad like him but i want to keep trying to do what his program. This is because his program is really good to enhance our knowledge in teaching.
God i hope that this is the way to get it
please bless me
Amen....... 

A Baby died on Washing Machine

I have no idea to write today so i decided to read some articles in yahoo.com to give me inspire. Fortunately, it works, i found an interesting article which is about a baby died on washing machine. I choose this topic because i'm really exciting to know why it can be happened? on the article says that the baby was 21 months(if i'm not mistake). You know when the babies in this age this is a period to them what to know every things and they tend to be hyperactive. Then, their parents should give more attention and take care to them.




This article said that the baby's mother usually take them while she was washing clothes. While the mother was read a magazine on her living room then she didn't find her baby. You see read a magazine? i think this is strange why she read a magazine and didn't take care of her baby? As a mother she should stand behind her baby because her baby didn't know anything...
so give extra attention to the babies if you don't want something worst happen to them 

Yesterday

I'm sorry for yesterday i didn't post any blog. I felt very tired yesterday, and i don't know what it could happen. Then, in the morning I came late to the class, you know it was the first time ever i came late to the class, and luckily my lecturer allowed me to enter the class. We were talking about research paper. In addition, i thought that the time run so slowly i must wait until it finished. 


The first class had finished, and I felt a little bit happy. I don;t know why today i didn't spirit to face any classes. Further, after the writing class i decided to print out my listening assignment. It was sunny day which is so hot to walk to FBS because i studied in LBB and the printer at place where i usually print out my assignment was broke so i must find another place to print my assignment.
That's all for  yesterday..

 Going to Bukittinggi

This is sunday and i don't have any schedule before and i just want to relax for my activities before. Suddenly on saturday i heard that we are going to Bukittinggi tomorrow. I'm so glad to hear that because i want to get a relax a moment. Althought, i have no money to go there but at least i can see the beautiful scenery there. I go to Bukittinggi around 8 am. In the morning before I'm going to go there i should wash the clothes so after i wash them i prepare my self to go to Bukittinggi.

This is a sunny day which is really good to go travelling. After 4 hours in the cramp car because all of my family go to that place, we arrive to the big tower city. Actually we use 2 cars to go there and i'm belong to the second car with my family and another car are my sister, my brother, and also my cousins.Further, in front of the big tower there are a lot of clowns who are funny. They come to us to pint us taking some photos with their.   The character of the clowns inspired from cartoon character which is liked by the children. I'm so exited today because i  can go somewhere else with my family...

This is the best holiday ever....

On the stage

I never think before i will perform on the stage today. I would flash back to the elementary school events. When I was in elementary school i jointed with dancing ex-school because i'm really interested at dancing at that time. As a result, at the end of semester we performed our dance to other so that i didn't ever  nervous to perform on stage. Also when I was in senior high school i was still perform dancing on the stage in farewell party. Actually i had had some experience on the stage. On the other hand, when i was in junior hish school i never stand on stage like i used to be so that i'm not familiar with stage anymore.


Lately i have a dream to stand on stage and i want to feel how difficult to stand on the stage that watch by many people. Actually in the SEA peformance I want to perform as MC. You know this is my obsession......
But there is something that i'm confused about. I'm confused about become nervous when i stand on the stage. I try to find the way to decrees my nervousness. My lecturer said practice make perfect, today i'll try to stand on the stage. I do it....,
I'm so relieved that i can do just with a little nervous. Although my performance not really well but at least i want to try and practice.  
This is my firs performance since I'm a college student... 

Busy

This semester is the hard ever that i have ever trough. I think this is because i'm joining in ESA in my campus. The schedule of lecture is really and lately almost everyday we have a meeting because we have some job that must to do. Tomorrow there will be a meeting with all of our junior and some of our friends that pointed by the chairman to come to that meeting. The meeting is about to introduce our programs in ESA to all of the English department student and also we want them joint with our program. Further, We will prepare everything to performance tomorrow. It is a hard job ever...!!!

Honestly i joint with ESA just because of myself, i want  to be able speak in front of others. One of my weakness is i usually nervous when i speak in front of other even i speak in front of my friends in the Class. So i want to find the way to decreased it because i'm gonna be a teacher how it could be if i'm teaching the students with nervous? Then, i want to learn how to work in a team or organization. We have such kind of ability so that we become a good college students. However, sometimes I fell depresed because it is hard to divide the time to do it. I believe i can do it....,

I remember my lecturer said that a successful people is she/he who can do more then one job in the same time. I'll keep this statement in my mind whenever i fell tired because of all my activities..

God please embarked all my business, Amen