On the stage

I never think before i will perform on the stage today. I would flash back to the elementary school events. When I was in elementary school i jointed with dancing ex-school because i'm really interested at dancing at that time. As a result, at the end of semester we performed our dance to other so that i didn't ever  nervous to perform on stage. Also when I was in senior high school i was still perform dancing on the stage in farewell party. Actually i had had some experience on the stage. On the other hand, when i was in junior hish school i never stand on stage like i used to be so that i'm not familiar with stage anymore.


Lately i have a dream to stand on stage and i want to feel how difficult to stand on the stage that watch by many people. Actually in the SEA peformance I want to perform as MC. You know this is my obsession......
But there is something that i'm confused about. I'm confused about become nervous when i stand on the stage. I try to find the way to decrees my nervousness. My lecturer said practice make perfect, today i'll try to stand on the stage. I do it....,
I'm so relieved that i can do just with a little nervous. Although my performance not really well but at least i want to try and practice.  
This is my firs performance since I'm a college student... 

Busy

This semester is the hard ever that i have ever trough. I think this is because i'm joining in ESA in my campus. The schedule of lecture is really and lately almost everyday we have a meeting because we have some job that must to do. Tomorrow there will be a meeting with all of our junior and some of our friends that pointed by the chairman to come to that meeting. The meeting is about to introduce our programs in ESA to all of the English department student and also we want them joint with our program. Further, We will prepare everything to performance tomorrow. It is a hard job ever...!!!

Honestly i joint with ESA just because of myself, i want  to be able speak in front of others. One of my weakness is i usually nervous when i speak in front of other even i speak in front of my friends in the Class. So i want to find the way to decreased it because i'm gonna be a teacher how it could be if i'm teaching the students with nervous? Then, i want to learn how to work in a team or organization. We have such kind of ability so that we become a good college students. However, sometimes I fell depresed because it is hard to divide the time to do it. I believe i can do it....,

I remember my lecturer said that a successful people is she/he who can do more then one job in the same time. I'll keep this statement in my mind whenever i fell tired because of all my activities..

God please embarked all my business, Amen

The electricity

I want to make some assignment today, so i decide to turn on my laptop. I'm searcing everithing that i need for tommorow. Actually i have some assignments from my SEA lecturer she said to us we must search about Mc formal hoe the way they give honorable to someone that important. But suddenly the electricity in my house actually not only in my house but also in my neighborhood. Then, my laptop is turn off by by itself. I don't like this situation when i need to search my assignment the electricity is off. 


Then, i do nothing just think about soon it will be turn on again but it just a wish. I'm waiting very long to wait it. I'm bored to wait for something unsure so i decide to sleep. Then, 2 hours later the electricity turn on so that i can make my assignment again....
Thanks good for every easiness in my life
making me is always be grateful of your decision in my life

Disappointed

Today I really disappointed because of one of my friend. This is just because she provoked something that i thought it was wrong. I will tell a little bit the story this is happened when our chair women told about there is a meeting in Saturday with ESA. You know this meeting are important not just for us as a vice from ESA because    there will be a punishment if a class didn't send Representative to attend that meeting. I know that my friend didn't want to come to that meeting but at least she just keep silent and don't provoke others to didn't come to that meeting.


I don't know what was coming on her mind at that time. She don't really even care what our chairwoman said and keep talking aloud and also she didn't care what she was talking about. You are my friend why do you act like that. Please change your bad habit, you know we are not child anymore but you act like a child.....

Cousin's Birthday

Today my cousin is birthday. Our big family will make a praying to him on her birthday. It is just like an usual praying that we tend to pray to him hopefully he become a success person in every eagle in this life. Actually this afternoon i must come to campus because there will be a meeting which is about inauguration of English club. But i'm really sorry that i couldn't come to that meeting. I wish i can attend than meeting. I have some important to do that i can't leave.


Back to my cousin's birthday, this is 17th birthday. I'm still remember when i was 17 years old my friend made a party to me. Although it was just a small party but i'm really happy at that time which become unforgettable experience in my life. I wanna say thank you to all of my best friend that had gave me this moment. I will keep it in my hear and in my mind. IN addition i wanna say happy birthday to my cousin i wish you always get all the better thing in your life and become a strong men that always has a critical thinking and also you must achieve your ambition.


Good luck for you

Headache

Almost 3 weeks i had gotten flu. In this 3 weeks i never see the doctor because i don't want to eat any medicine because it is so scary for me. In the result my flu doesn't want to go way from my body. Evrytime i feel my nose is full of the liquid and also it make me always go to the water closet. This is make me so tired and  because this problem now i get headache. Actually this is not the fist time i got this sickness this is almost 4 days i get headache. Still i don't want to see the doctor at this time.


There are many assignment that i must do now. I don't know will i do now? You know tomorrow will be mid term introduction to literature. With this condition it is hard for me to concentrate to read the mater for mid term tomorrow. God make me get well soon. Many things that i must do....

Stop Complaining

We are the college students who have many things to do. Not only is assignment but also the house chores and other. Further, we must manage our time to do all whether to make it finises. As a human we also have a problem that sometime make us forget about our assignment or we don't want to do the assignment because of the problem. This is normal because as a human we are not separated by the problem. Also it can me us complaining everyday and regard we have many problem that others. We must avoid this situation if we want to be a successful.In addition, I'll give some solution for this problem in order to make us stop complaining.




The first step is do all of your activities sincerely. We must have sincerely in our heart when we want to do everything. If you have sincerely to do it all the thing will not be burden you. Then you feel enjoy and think it become worship. The second step is think about your dream. We come to collage certainly have a dream that we want to make it become true. When we feel tire with all of activities that we have, we must think about our dream so it will become a power to us to make us not lazy to do our assignment. The third step is think about success which we want to get after our sacrifice in the collage. When we graduate in college we want to become success, right? So you must to sacrifice everything to get it. 


Complaining is not good to us as a college students so don't do that if we wanna be success.