My sister

Yesterday i heard one of my senior on English department misfortune her father had died early in the morning. I don't know what exactly caused her father's died but i ever heard her father ever were treated in the hospital. I'm sorry to hear that because i know she is now in the bad condition. You know she is PL now and she must focus with her study but because this condition she can't go to PL.


She get PL in Bukittinngi which we know so far from hear. She has a spirit to  finish her study as soon as possible but because of she must pay her study by herself it makes she neglect with her study. I know she is a strong women and also she can face this condition with open mind.
i hope her father can get better place than before...
My sister don't ever sad i believe you can face this condition..

Don't ever give up

This is really the worst thing that i never want to get before. Again, again, and again i got low mark. I'm really afraid to get low mark again. Why i can't be like my friends. They got  higher mark than me, i want to be like that. What's wrong with all the things?? I promise to get higher mark than last semester can i get what i'm thinking about? To his is the big secret that i want to find.


I wanna get better mark than before this is that's what i want to achieve in this semester. Although at least just one moths left  we will study at the class i don't want to give up with this situation. I don't want to let my ambitions disappear because i'm give up at this time because of this situation. I will learn more about what had already happened and think about this is just something that make my spirit become more and more go out.
Remember nothing impossible when you want to try something better
There is a will, There is a way....,
Make your ambitions come true...

DEBATE COMPETITION

Yesterday there was a debate competition in FBS floor fourth which the participant for all of faculty in UNP. Actually the debate was held in Friday but in this day the semifinal and the final of the debate. In this debate there was 16 team which will be chosen just 3 best speakers. I'm in a training as an adjudicator. You know this is the best experience that i have got because i don't know about debate before;although, i ever joined with English debate championship. This even make me know a little bit about debate. However i must learn more about debate but i'm really happy to get new knowledge about that.






Also i learn more about how to speak well in front of the audience. In this debate there are some important things that we must know, The first one is about control emotion which is very difficult for everybody. Sometime in debate we can't control our emotion because too spirit when tell what our point in debate or we want to rebate our enemy in debate. If we can't control it we will get lower score from adjudicator so that if we learn more about debate it can control our emotional. The second when you speak in front of the adjudicator you must make an eye contact with them because they will give you score. Make them believe with what you said. Don't just focus to your enemy because eye contact is a manner in a debate and also it will influence your score. This is a most common habit that i see from debater when they deliver their speech.Sometimes people just forget about this point but this is important points that you must think about.

How does it feel become an adjudicator?

When i was in first semester i joint with an organisation for who wants to become a debater. Why did i choose this program because i want to improve my speak ability because i wanna be a teacher of English so that's why i decided to joint with that. I follow the training just twice and after that i decided not to joint again because it makes me come to me very late around 7.PM. Although i follow  the training twice but i didn't get the point what does the real debate. 


Now i get the responsibility to be a part of debate. I'm not actually  a debater but i become an adjudicator. For the first i didn't now any rule become an adjudicator but because i'm still learn about in the competition of the dabate. This is a competition to choose the best speaker of the people who be the participants in this debate so that when they are win this debating they will supposed to debate with other university include in the Pakanbaru. Then, if they win again they will sent to Bali. What bali??? i want to...
But i think this is not the best time to get that because i just know little about the debate;although, i still praying if one of adjudicator will also send to debate with other university
waiting for the miracle.. :)
You know today i learn many things about the debate....,
i hope that i also get the opportunity to go to the national even in international debate.. Amin
i'll keep tying to do the beat

Doubt....,


I'm still remember on a day which make i know the real of my characters. The day that i never forget until now. I'll tell you a little bit about that day when i had already studied public speaking there is a man who came to our class wanted to promote such kind of seminar. The seminar is about personality training which held on saturday, I'm foget about that exactly day. Before he explain to us about what is the real of personality she asked us for everybody want to be read her personality please raise your hand. I'm really exited to his statement so i decided to raise my hand. She lock at me at a glance and after that she talk simething related to my personality. One of the things that she said is i'm typically prople who usually doubt when to choose something the best in my life. I think about that many times, and i realize that this is truly true.

Then, i want to loose this bad personality because i don't want to get the wrong choose in my life. Nowday i'll try to joint with some organization, including debate compatition. Althogh i'm just a  adjudicator but at least i'll try to do what do i really want to do. However, i have something that make my spirit become lower but i must make sure this is the way to make i'm become a successful person. i do believe that if i work harder to achieve all of what i want to achieve, i will get what i want....
i will break the chains that bind me
 happiness will find me leave the past behind me
today my life begins....,
God please don't make me give up when i'll try do the best in my life
please open the way to lead me become a successful person

At the end the way is open

You know many people have a dream and so do I. Actually i have many dreams in my life which i hope i can achieve them. One of my dreams are study abroad which i really want since i was in the fist semester in English department. Why i really want to study abroad? This is because i want to know how does it feels study in other countries and also i want to know how the way other countries to face their education. Then, because i'm from English education so i want to talk with many people that use English language in their daily activities.


Furthermore, the way to get abroad is open. I get an opportunity to achieve it. This afternoon i meet one of the English student who had already been studied in Canada for Student Exchange. in addition, he want to show us some of his programs that make him can study abroad and it makes me really exited to know about that. At the first i never think that how the way to get it. Although i'm not sure that it will make me can study abroad like him but i want to keep trying to do what his program. This is because his program is really good to enhance our knowledge in teaching.
God i hope that this is the way to get it
please bless me
Amen....... 

A Baby died on Washing Machine

I have no idea to write today so i decided to read some articles in yahoo.com to give me inspire. Fortunately, it works, i found an interesting article which is about a baby died on washing machine. I choose this topic because i'm really exciting to know why it can be happened? on the article says that the baby was 21 months(if i'm not mistake). You know when the babies in this age this is a period to them what to know every things and they tend to be hyperactive. Then, their parents should give more attention and take care to them.




This article said that the baby's mother usually take them while she was washing clothes. While the mother was read a magazine on her living room then she didn't find her baby. You see read a magazine? i think this is strange why she read a magazine and didn't take care of her baby? As a mother she should stand behind her baby because her baby didn't know anything...
so give extra attention to the babies if you don't want something worst happen to them