Back to memory in Frriday

I'm sorry i didn't post in friday because i forgot to do that. Today i would like to share to you what i had been done in friday. As usual in the morning i have a SEA class MC. You know this was my perform with my group about our random in SEA. I had prepared what i must said at home and also i'd tied to practice at home how to pronounce each word.


The result didn't match with my predict. Before the performer i became nervous and as the result i was pronouncing the wrong pronunciation. Not only about that, but also i had done the style that didn't appropriate with performer. This is a shame, really really a shame. How it could be? I'm still thanks to Allah that give me a chance to perform in front of the classes although the result didn't as better as i want but i had tried my best to do that. Someday i will do the best to my perform.

I got it


I wanna say thanks Allah for such listen my noisy voice. Now, i realize that the word that i hold is true. That word is try and pray, and you will get it. This is actually happen today for me. I get what i want and pray, also i have done my best for it. Once again, thanks Allah for this chance for me. Further, i applied my knowledge is about positive thinking that i learn in public speaking. This way make me always have a such kind of power in my life although i don;t know for sure that i will get what i want to but with this positive thinking i can handle everything that comes in the next.

This is the beginning of my life, and also i don't wanna give up. I learn something worth which is about if you  wanna succeed in your life you must face many  fail on your way to get your success. It is implied that i must have positive thinking when i fail something that i want so that i never give up to try, try and try again. One thing that i relly want to be achieve in my life which is about to make my family proud of me, and they realize that they sacrifice to me are not useless. how to get these things? Be a successful woman...,
i believe i can..
be positive thinking is important
keep try something new

Islam

In Indonesia there are 5 religions including Islam. The majority islam in the world is Indonesia. Why so? because in indonesia there are so many people that regard islam as their religion. As we know that islam is the good religion which have the holy book that fix and applies to all nature so that the laws in islam are the same. Islam talk about how to get noble character of someone. This is to make everybody can live happily in the society.


Lately, we can see there are so many corruption which is not the good noble at all. You know everybody that work behind  this most of them are islam. So what's wrong with this condition? everybody is asking about that many times. Can islam avoid us from this bad manner? The answer is yes, islam can avoid us from the bad manner but we must to make perfect all of our worship this is including prayer. So this is the important point that we must have as a moeslem.

Doing something new is enjoyable

Today i just have one class because one of my lecturer was sick so we must learn at home. In the afternoon i have a mentoring class started at 13.20. Actually, yesterday is not a good day because it was rain hard at that time. Then, after mentoring i have to go to my senior home bacause i got news for other that her mom was died so we decided to visit her house. It is just near Asia Biscuit Factory but for the first i asked to my another senior about the address she told me it is near Asrama Haji so it is make me round with my friends who also going to that place.


I'm going to that place around 5 PM. This is too late to go why i said like that because we don't know the exact place. Although it seems near our campus but the location it is still narrow. I'll try to find the answer where  is the house that  i want to visit. We went such there is no clear destiny. I'll try to find the exact place. Some of my friend said that we must go home because i think there is no clear address that we can find. Maybe we go we go tomorrow. I think about that many time because we had already gone so far. I don't want to give up at that time. I'm asking all the people that i found on the road. Finally, we can find the riight place. You know what does it feel? i feel so enjoyable when we had arrived in the home. Patient is important.., that's what i learn today

The Same Mistake


Today i have two class which really make me tired. The first class is writing which held on 9.40, and the next class is listening at 1.20. When i was studying writing, i'm really exited at that time. Therefore, the time run so quickly to me. I get more information from our lecturer and also i must learn more about how to make a good research paper. Actually the lecturer is my PA so i must fill my data  to him. At the end of class i give her my data but he said to me to arrange the data appropriately so it makes he easy when he want to see my data. She said to me just put on her desk.

We finished the lesson early than before. Then, i went to his office but the door was closed. Suddenly, i make the same mistake that i used to do. When i go out to the office i think many time of the mistake that i made today. This is not the first time i did it, actually this is the second time. I fell i was the foolish people in the world when i think about that. I have to think billion times to heal again. In my mind i think we must learn from that mistake. Although it is not just for the first time i think i can learn something important today. I hope i didn't make the same mistake again, again, and again,

Nothing impossible

Sometime i'm not sure with my potential which i have. I'm not sure i can do like others can. It seems i don't have any self confidence to face it. I must try to find something that make my self-confidence become stronger than before. I borrowed a inspire book from my friend. Actually this is a kind of novel which have the real story from the author itself. This book contains more than 400 pages which make me difficult to finish it. I'm still want to know what is the story about.


Everyday, i read the book around 4 pages or more if i have free time. This book tell about the spirit of a man who have a dream want to go abroad. He want to  to go to USA which have the better system of education. You know this is also a part of my dream. I also want to go abroad especially to USA. I want to see all of places in USA. I want to feel how does it feel study in USA. Nothing impossible, yeah this word make my spirit become more more and more. Man jada wa jadda.., who want to try with harder and also pray to God thew will get what they want. I want to make this is become real one.., the real part of my dream.. 

Try and pray

I'll have many things to do this semester. However, at the first time i don't like some of them but lately i like them all. This activities make my life be colorful. I can feel now i have many friends than before. Then, i have to manage the social money. I want to do all of them because of myself not because of others so that i fell relieved now. Although i have many homework to do but it doesn't not make me complain because i think if we complain what we gonna do we feel all of things are hard whereas the fact is not like that. 

May be in this week i and my friends in ESA will go to malibo. This plane suppose to introduce the junior of English department with their senior  so that they know and respect to us. I would like to tell you a little bit about this trip. You know this trip just for one day which is we called as one day trip. I'm belong to consumption committee. Tomorrow will be a meeting with our lecturer about our plane. I  give a suggestion to my friend to buy the food with my uncle. He want to bring the food to Malibo by her own car. I don't know our lecturer like or not about my suggestion but i must try to make them believe. I'm still doubt can i'm meeting tomorrow because i have full time lecture. I'm still want to try and pray to make it become true. I believe i can....